Originally posted by jusgal:
Sometimes I really hate myself.
Seriously.
I need to get out and have some fresh air.
Life being around him stifles and suffocate me. I carn breathe at all.
There are times where I carn even bring myself to look at him. Look straight into his eyes.
It makes me sick!
It makes me lifeless!
The usual me is gone.
I wish the old me can come back.
I guess it will only come back when the feeling is gone and wiped out.
sounds like u 2 working at the same place...
take a break... go for a short holiday