some true stories by sad people from singapore
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is this love?
Date: July 20 2004 - 02:10:35 PM Author: sad sad me
i still remember that day u held my hand..we were on our way home..at the mrt..we sat there waiting..trains came and go..you kept on saying to wait for the next train..i didn't why till later..you say you wanted to be with me longer..
finally, we step into the train as it was quite late..we stood at the middle..someone wanted to pass..so i pull your shirt's sleeve to motion to you..everythin happened so fast and before i knew it,you help my hand and look deep into my eyes smiling at me..i will never forget ur smile..so sweet..so wonder..you held my hand and kiss them, saying your vows..that you will take care of me forever, love me till the end..i was overwhemled..it was the first day we were together..
the next 2 months were like a fairytale..you were so sweet to me..so good to me..you will always be at the canteen during lunch..you will wait for me to finish my lessons..and we will go out together..your big hand clasping my small hand..we will go orchard..shopped around..watching movies..you made me feel like a pampered princess..i was always seated at the table and you would gladly take down what i wish to eat and went ahead to buy for me before you got ur own food..u paid everything for me..be it small or big..from food to books..
on the first month of our anniversary, i remember you taking a small bear from ur pocket and said you found it..you opened it and in it were 2 rings..i was too shocked to say anythin, jus kept looking at the ring and you..you slipped them into my finger and again kissed them and said:' i love you'
on the second month, we were out on our usual trip..you took out a bottle of stars from your bag..and present it to me..again i was too shocked to say anythin..i clenched the bottle in my hands before you put them back into your bag for safety keeping..we shopped around and you saw me holding on to this cute little bear and you bought it for me without thinking..for the whole day, i carried that bear in my arms and went round with you..i felt very very very happy..blissfully in love..
but i guess good things always come to an end..you had enough of my bad attitude..always wanting to break for the smallest thing..you cried..wanted to kill urself..but we finally got back together..but things were never the same..you changed...
i guess deep down in you..you hated me..wanted to torture me..you never bother when i cried..you just carry on scolding me..shouting at me..your touch were no longer gentle..they were rough and left red marks on me..i was sad..withdraw into my own world..still dreaming i will get the old you back...but i kept waiting and waiting..it's been 3 years..but things are still the same..
you shout and throw temper at me for the smallest thing to happen and initiate breaking up..i beg you and have to promise you thousands of things before you coldly accept me..you did many things to break my heart...but i was still there..hoping you will come back to me..hoping i will wake up from this terrible dream..inside me..i am tormentated by ur behaviour..by ur actions and words..i really did wan to die..kill myself..end everythin..but i didn't dare..
i cry myself to sleep..i put on a happy face in front of the whole world..only to find myself crying to sleep..i feel lonely..i yearn for your love..your care..your gentle touch..and wiping my tears off..you used to kiss my tears away..
where have the past you gone to??? will you come back??
i miss you dear..miss you so much so much...pls treat me good again..pls... -
A story dedicated to....
Date: May 13 2004 - 04:45:36 PM Author: Regrets
i have to begin this story from 5 years ago. when i first met my ex.. i was working in commodities company.. was having this cheating seminars as most of you heard abt it.. there, at the corner sat this guy. with specs.. staring at me the whole session when i was taking down notes and writing rubbish on my notebook.. when the seminar ended.. we were are introducing ourselves to the participants.. for another appt.. then this guy mistaken my name as caroline.. coz my name tag started with my surname as C.. corrected him and we both smile into each eyes.. din have a good impression about him.. in my mind was : ohh please.. give me a break. tried too hard .. ah beng..
about two months later i was in a shopping mall with my friends and they were having some competition in their big compound. got interested and squeeze to join the crowd.. suddenly abt 3meters away. saw this familiar face tryin to get my attention. it was the same guy.. who i met at the seminar.. he went up to me and gave me that smile and greetings. and we exchanged nos...
he was not sure with me and tot that i will give him a fake no just to entertain him.. called me the next 15mins later.. i was with my ex bf then.. but was on the rocky stage and fling.. so spoke to him as a normal friend.. as times goes by.. we sms and speak to each other more. then come the dates. for coffee.. and soon i broke with my bf and be with him.. and we annouce us as couples on one of the first CNY we spend together.
things was sweet at the begining.. we chat, enjoy each other companys and we whisper only sweet things to each others ears.. but as times goes by.. we begin to have a lot a lot of arguments.. we used to see each other everyday.. but suddenly the bond just disappear and go.. i duno how it started..but its seems like a devil intruding in...
then we begin to compromise and have many debating n stressing sessions.. i will cry and he wil cry too.. and we will even threathen to kill ourself just to keep each other.. its was taxing and stressful.. and tragic strikes.. i was pregnant at the wrong time.. i kept it in that in silence. coz he was having some financial problems.. went to abort it all by myself.. only released the news to him abt one month later. coz it was mentally stressful.. when someone you love so much starts to shout and do hurtful things to you..
anyway after abt a few months of struggling, we broke off.. i was totally lost at that time... coz i found myself pregnant again. tis time i really think twice wat i should do.. for the sake of my flesh, i decided to look for him and do something to the baby.. well as predicted in the evil side of mankind, he din want to take any responsible for it..
.. while i perserve and stay clear.. tried to speak to his frens and ask for help.. but as times goes and the numerous rejections from him. i gave up.. and the second abortion came.
my life still carry on.. partying and clubbing like crazy just to numb myself and not to spare to many free time for me to get into deep thoughts.. heard abt him gotten a gf too. well.. happy for him i suppose..
6 months later.. when i woke up.. saw this msg from a familiar no.. it was him..' how are you ' i was shocked. Panic and happy.. 6 mths we din contact each other and we ended in a big hooha situation. how come hes back?? as the message goes sent and receive.. we found our passion back again.. he tol me : remember i said.. i will take care of you when nobody wants you?? i got melted and confuse. is he tryin to tell me he lied or is he trying to proof something.. well.. i was in cloud nine that time that i chose to believe that he wanted to fufil it.. ha..
well. things went well.. we are back in love again.. parents of both side. tot it was unbelievable... and so do frenz.. they predict we will live happily 4ever.. and we did .. maybe should amend happily into ....for a while.....
the next one year was pretty okiee.. we shared a bit more activites than more we used to.. the love was more matured than the first one we had.. but not that matured though.. we still face the same problem we used to have and etc.. including getting pregnant again. hahahaha we are pretty active huh? and no protection.. thats wat my best friend said.
i did the same thing.. knowing that it will hurt me.. but maybe i was numb.. din reali feel that hurted anymore.. although it hurts physically..
and the same thing happened about two mths later.. he wanted to break up.. i was extremely sad and felt it more painful than losing my own flesh.. and we dragged and he changed into a diff person.. finally i surrender and agreed to the break up...
i duno why.. but i think i can feel this strong spirit around me trying to be my child.. coz i got pregnant again.. i reali duno how to deal.. i tol him well.. same attitude as usual.. avoiding and keep telling me that he do not love me anymore.. wats new.. i ask myself.. but somehow or rather god wants me to go through a more painful lesson.. he changed his mind after a few days.. and tol me that he wants to marry me and he realised he love me deeply.. wat can i do at that time?? i agreed and we proceed.. it was a shotgun marriage which every gal never wanna face it..
we got married in a very worrying situation.. i was still under age at that time.. and we even needed a witness to approve the consent.. a marriage which is not so beautifully paint in my actual tots of ' marriage'
things went okiee.. for the first few months during the preparation.. probably we were still in shock that we are gettin married and going to be husband and wife.. we were happy and glad.. he even said : i will be the happiest man in the world when the baby is born.. i was glad.. tot god gave me a different perception of love and life..... we are happy that having a new member in our life.. but then i got a miscarriage..i think i have ruin my woman's ability to carry a child from the previous harms..... on that day itself .. i was crying like nobody's business... i tol him.. if he wants to call it off.. its okiee with me since i have lost the baby... but he tol me he married me coz he love me not bcoz of the baby.. wah.. again i was in cloud nine... we proceed to the 'true love' and we are prepared to get married..the preparation was so busy that i think it keeps us in love for many months..
the first few months after the big day.. okiee... things was as per normal.. maybe we are tryin to get use to US seeing each other and US being forever together.. and staying 2gether with my inlaws and sis inlaws.. i wasnt quite comfi abt it.. probably i came from a broken family.. and his parents was so loving that they are always out with each other.. and my poor mum.. home alone.. i start to go home once a week.. to acc my mum.. but bcoz hes working on shift.. i cant get to see him much on alt weeks.. i start to go home more and more. as it was a shorter route for me to get to work too.. as times goes by.. our feelings fade.. i wasnt very impress by his lifestyle and the way he borrow $$ from me, our account and his parents.. and his perception of life.. maybe due to his govt working enviroment too.. he is so slack and he can never understand the word 'out for living' and the word 'jobless'.
and i was thinking.. wat a husband i have!
well.. as people said... you lose something you gain something.. i gotten a beta offer from a competitor.. and the package was good.. much more beta than the previous one.. i start to go out clubbin oso and entertain some of my fren to make sure the connection was there.. to prepare for a new challenge.. i was very busy and stress in the first few months of my new job.. can tel that i was more concern abt my dressing code.. image and also character.. which he dont understand why that sudden change in me.. i begin to get sick of the things he make me do and the way he treat me like a sex slave sometimes.. no foreplay usuali.. its was so routine and quick.. and his family lifestyle..sometimes just piss me off...
god played a trick on me again.. i was carrying his child again.. i knew it came at the wrong time.. and i was fearful to have it again and with my new job prospects.. and with the situations we are going through.. i abort it again.. maybe you wil think i am heartless and sefish.. but i think it will be more cruel to make him stay in this world and doesn't get the love.... he needed and as for myself... i cant go through any dissapointments again. he agreed too..
after this.. we have numerous fights about small and big matters which all couples wil face..
he never tried to understand me.. and never done his part as a husband. he tol me he regretted marriage.. he was being stressed by me and family.. which was totally the opposite. his words stabs like a knife direct into my heart... it was painful.........
he intial a separation finally.. i should have knew this day would come.. but i was just trying to avoid it and took things for granted.. i moved back home. avoided him and draggin the time and issue of signing the letter. but after dragging for several months.. i gave up.. i know this time was real for us to reali go on our separate ways..
i signed the letter.. our marriage last less than a year.. i avoid all family function and dinners to prevent myself feeling like a idiot and impulsive.. its was a painful process.. but i think i have gone through it..
few months later ...i met a guy about 14 years older than me.. two kids..had a good career and quite good looking.. kind hearted and warm.. totally diff from my ex.. tot god is trying to reward me.....
i accepted the facts that it was 'set meal' bot burger and came with fries and coke.. but i never tot, it could be so miserable.. my love and attention was shared with them.. and we can never be intimate with each other infront of them.. it was weird.. but maybe its my retribution.. smile.. from my previous sins... things are not working smoothly with the current bf i have.. maybe its just a fling again..
we are stil together. but as i have tel my best friend.. i cant never be in love with someone anymore. the thing i am looking for is security.. i still cry for my current boyfren for the things he upset me. but the love was shallow and surface onyly.. i can never again love someone deeply..... i still love my ex.. i still go into deep thought often for the things we enjoyed and spent together... still take out the pictures of us smiling and hugging ..... tears will rolled down from my cheeks.. how i wish i can turn back time.. and have a perfect marriage.. i think i was impulsive and i feel regretted about everything but i do not have the courage and pride is getting on my way.. to go back or try it out.................................but i know in actual fact... nothing will get us back together anymore. never again.. i just heard that he gotten a gf.. i wish him the best..
i wrote this story.. becoz i wanted to let it out from my chest.. everyone in this world.. things that i am a strong gal......... and thinks that i am able to take and accept all this.. but nobody knows how painful and miserable i am.. sometimes i just wish i could just vanish from this world.. but i cant.. and also for some educational purpose.. think before you act... follow ur mind not ur heart.. .
last of all.. i just wanna say something i wanted to long time ago but dont have the courage.. :
hedear i still love you a lot.. i am sorry.
babies.. i do have a reason everytime i lose you... i am sorry.. may you find heaven a better place than with me.. -
rape case
This is really a sad story......
My name is Vivian, and I am 18 years old. I have a
little sister and
brother. As a family we live in what is supposed to be
a secure
apartment. At 9.15 am, May 14th, 1999 a huge crowd had
gathered
around our apartment. They screamed, "Butcher the
Chinese! Let's eat
pigs! Lets have a party!" We live of the 7th floor and
we got a call
from a family on the 3rd floor saying that the crowd
had reached the
2nd
floor. They even chased some occupants upstairs. We
were all very
frightened.
In our fright we prayed and left everything in God's
hands.
Afterward we left our room and went upstairs to the
top floor, as it
was
impossible to go downstairs and escape. We got to the
15th floor and
stayed with some friends. Not long afterwards we were
surprised because
some of the crowd coming out of the elevators right
before we entered
the
room. We hurried into the room and locked the tightly.
At that time we
heard
them knock at the other rooms loudly and there were
some screams from
women
and girls. Our room was filled with fear.
We realized they could come to us. So we spread
throughout the room
hiding in the corners. We could hear girls of 10 to 12
years screaming,
"Mommy,mommy...mom...mom...it hurts." That time I
didn't know that
these
little girls were being raped. After about half an
hour the noise
diminished
and we had some guts to go out and check. It was
indescribable. A lot,
some
of them young girls, were lying on the floor. Oh my
God, what has
happened?
Seeing all of this we screemed and little sister
Fenny, screamed
histerically and hugged her father.
Tears started coming down from my eyes. With our
friends, a newly-wed
couple, we started going downstairs. Reaching the 10th
floor, we heard
a
scream for help. The scream was very clear and we
decided to go down
and
see. But as we turned we saw a lot of people. I saw a
woman in her 20s
being
raped by 4 men. She tried fight back but she was held
down tightly.
Realizing the danger we ran as hard as we could. But
unfortunately the
mob
caught Fenny. We tried to rescue her, but could not do
anything.
There were about 60 of them. They tied us up with
ripped sheets,
myself,
my father, my mother, Fenny, Donny, Uncle Dodi and my
Aunt Vera. They
led us to a room. Uncle Dodi asked what they wanted,
but they did not
reply. They looked evil and savage. One of them
grabbed Fenny roughly
and
dragged her to a sofa. At that time I knew she was in
great danger. I
screamed loudly but one of the mob slapped me in my
face. My father who
also screamed was hit with a piece of wood and
hefainted.
My mother has fainted when Fenny was dragged to the
sofa. I could only
pray and pray that disaster would not befall us. Uncle
Dodi kept
trying to stop them by offering money. His efforts
were fruitless. And
in
the end 5 people raped Fenny. Before beginning with
the raping they
always
said Allahu Akbar!(an islamic phrase in arabic meaning
God is
great!)They
were ferocius and brutal. Not long afterward, around 9
men came to the
room
and dragged me. I also saw them forcing and dragging
my Aunt Vera.
But at that time I passed out and everything blank. I
became
conscious at around 5 or 6pm. My head was hurting and
I realized I had
no clothing on my body. I cried and realized my family
was still there.
My
father was hugging my mother and little brother Doni.
I also saw uncle
Dodi lying on the floor and Aunt Vera was crying over
his body. I felt
so
weak and fainted again. The next day I was in the
Pluit hospital.
My father and mother were beside me.
With all the pains on my body I asked, "Mom, where is
Fenny? Mom?" I
felt a
stinging pain as I said these words. My cheeks were
swollen. My mother
cried
again and couldn't speak any words, while my father,
holding back his
tears,managed to smile at me. After 4 days in
treatment, my condition
has
improved. With a sad look, my father told me then what
had happened.
After I
fainted 7 people raped me. At that time my father
still couldn't see
well
after being hit with a piece of wood.
They raped me repeatedly.
Then my father said "Vivian, Fenny is gone..." I was
confused and cried
out,
"Why Dad?" My father couldn't answer. He told me to
rest and went out
of the
room. I cried over and over again,feeling that my life
had no meaning
any
more. A week ago, after I was released from the
hospital I was told
everything that had happend. When Fenny was raped she
kept on fighting
and
so he was repeatedly slapped by her rapists. The last
time she fought
Fenny
spitted on one of them. Offended, the man grabbed a
knife and stabbed
Fenny's stomach over and over again. Finally she died
with blood over
her
whole body. My father told me that uncle Dodi had the
same fate watched
by
Aunt Vera who was also raped. My aunt Vera now stays
with her parents.
She
is in shock. Her face is blank and refuses to eat.
Almost every hour my mother and I cry over all these
happenings. I can
never. These mobs of people are uncivilized
monsters.The scariest part
about all these is that most of the girls and women
were raped by
soldiers, whose jobs were to control the chaos. Some
were raped by
commoners, the rest by demonstraters (most of whom are
university
students).
Most of the victims were raped by a minimum of 3
men.The victims ages
ranged from 10 to 55. Most of the victims were raped
in front of
friends or family.Some were thrown into burning
buildings after being
raped (these were often witnessed by family and
friends). Most them
committed suicide. The rest of the surviving victims
are divided into
these sections, admitted into mental institutions,fear
of public
places,
fear of anyone male, did not report to authorities.
The list goes on
and
on.
Please forward this Yellow Ribbon to all friends
around the world to
show our soladirity and sympathy for the victims of
the riots and chaos
in Indonesia last May 13-15. Let us all remember them
in our prayers.
Because of their race, many Chinese Indonesian were
abused, tortured
and
killed. Their houses and stores were looted and
burnt.Hundreds of
Chinese Indonesian girls/women(aged 10-55)were
sexually harassed and
gang raped brutally.Some victims were even raped in
front of their
family
members or in front of inhuman cheering crowd. Some of
them were even
thrown
into the fire and burnt to death after being raped.
Yet, not many
actions
seem to have been taken to investigate all this or to
help the victims.
And
not every many people seem to know or care about what
happened. Please
pass
this ribbon around as the symbol of campaign. -
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why cryOriginally posted by White_Shadow^AngeL: -
There will always be some morons and idiots who believe they are right and their god give them the right to do such insane acts.
Tell them to find a place called hell and just die there.
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hurt b4...then know painOriginally posted by Kenashi:There will always be some morons and idiots who believe they are right and their god give them the right to do such insane acts.
Tell them to find a place called hell and just die there. -
'Yr god has book u a place by his side n that's is HELL'
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Correct.Originally posted by jusgal:hurt b4...then know pain
They feel that they have the right to do anything
Then what about others, don't they have the right to live
They blamed their failure on others, they don't look for the real fault.
When they point their finger at others, they forget that 4 of their fingers are pointing at themselves.
They are pathetic. -
hiazOriginally posted by Kenashi:Correct.
They feel that they have the right to do anything
Then what about others, don't they have the right to live
They blamed their failure on others, they don't look for the real fault.
When they point their finger at others, they forget that 4 of their fingers are pointing at themselves.
They are pathetic. -
Till death do us part
Date: July 10 2004 - 11:01:14 AM Author: love_hina84
Kelvin, being the only son in the family, was pampered by his parents. He was not only smart, yet hardworking and at the age of 20, he grew up to a handsome young lad and a promising future doctor waiting to receive education in university. He was often the topic among relatives as he was considered a clever lad and filial to his elders.
Little did one know about his dark secret, known only to him and his parents themselves. From young, Kelvin had a hole in his heart. Standing at 1.85m and weighing 72kg, an ideal body for guys, it was hard to imagine he was ill.
Being a doctor was his ambition from young, standing at the gate of his new school, he was elated to absorb more knowledge and a step closer to being a doctor.
School was easy for him as usual, even though he was in a foreign country, life was normal to him. He attended lessons attentively and was able to answer all questions given and amuse his lecturers with his wit.
On the first day of lesson,It was a lovely day when he met her--Lorraine. Lorraine was an attractive girl, with big round eyes, thin and red lips and her body curves were too good to be true. Guys look at her when she walk pass, woman with envy. Kelvin had noticed her in his lecture classes and was attracted to her at first sight. She was also intelligent and brilliant in answering questions raised by lecturers. Unknown to Kelvin, Lorraine was attracted to him too.
Despite many lessons together, they never had the chance to talk to each other. Then, one day, they were paired up to do project by their lecturer. They were both elated and excited but none shown their feelings. They met up often during lunch or after lessons to discuss their project and did research in the library together. They were drawn closer to each other. After the project, they were an item, an envy to both girls and guys but they had to admit, they were a match made in heaven.
They found it amusing that they were from the same country and it was not long that they rent an apartment and stayed together. Lorraine was very gentle and sweet and Kelvin was caring and loving towards her. They were blissfully in love and seldom quarrelled. Lorraine was always busy in the kitchen making meals for Kelvin while he did the housework in order not to tire her out.
They always find time to accompany each other at night and found activities to surprise each other. One night, they went to the beach, looking at the stars shinning and Lorraine lying on his lap. Looking down at his loved one, Kelvin found his heart ache.
'Dear, I love you! would you promise to stay by my side and never to leave me?' Lorraine asked.
'I love you too and i would never want to leave you. I will stay by your side to continue to make you laugh, hold your hands when you feel lonely, hug you when you feel cold and love you till i am no longer alive.'
'I never knew you could say such romantic and touching words. I wouldn't want you to die, even if i died, i would still love you. Even death cannot seperate our love.' Lorraine hugged Kelivin tightly as she said these.
It was their 1 year anniversary that day, Kelvin had went to consult a doctor. The way home was dreadful and long...In his mind, images were flowing.. Lorraine and his happy moments and what the doctor had just told him. He didn't have much time left. He was getting weaker. He closed his heavy eyelids as his vision got blurred. Tears flow from his eyes.
At their love nest, Lorraine was busy making dinner. She prepared his favourite--Steak. She was humming while cooking and waiting for Kelvin to come home. She could not wait to hand over her present. She bought a pair of rings and decided to propose to Kelvin that they get married. She heard the sound of keys and ran to answer the door. Hugging Kelvin and placing a kiss on his cheeks, she asked:'What took you so long? I missed you so much!'
She noticed the look on his face and asked what's wrong. Kelvin took her hand and lead her to the sofa. He clasped her hand and decided to tell her the painful truth. Words flow and Lorraine was devastated. Tears flow from her eyes, she could not believe what she had hear.
'Lorraine, i'm sorry. I don't think i can live any much longer. I think you should find another guy who can take care of you. I'm sorry.'
'What do you think i am? A gift? you kept me in the dark all along and now you told me just to get rid of me? All that you said were lies, you said never to leave me.. Lies..they were all lies..' She reached for the box that contained the rings and threw them at Kelvin. Hands wiping her tears, she ran out of the house, once which was their love nest.
Kelvin stood stone and clenched the rings that were left behind. He could not accept this fate. He ran after her. He ran past many streets, many people yet he could not find the one his was familiar. 'Lorraine, where are you?' He blacked out before he knew it.
Standing at the seaside, on the spot where they exchanged their vows. 'Oh God, why must this happen to us? we loved each other deeply, why must we be seperated?' She made her way back to their apartment after sorting out her thoughts. They could go seek a cure, go to all hospital and look for a suitable donor. There ought to be one somewhere.
What welcomed her was only am empty and dark house. Where was Kelvin? She thought to herself. Noticing the red blinking light at the answering machine, she reached for it.
'You have 13 unheard message'
'Lorraine, where are you? '
'Lorraine, i can't find you, where are you?'
'Lorraine, i'm sorry, i shouldn't hurt you! please come back to me.'
'Lorraine, Lorraine, Lorraine'
It was all Kelvin's voice, tears filled her eyes once more. 'I'm here Kelvin, where are you?' sobbed Lorraine. It was the last messange that drew her attention.
'This is calling from 'Evangelion Hospital, a patient by the name of Kelvin Tan was admitted. Would his kin come down to the hospital as soon as possible?'
Lorraine made her way to the hospital. Kelvin, Please make sure nothing will happen to you. Please... Everything happened too fast. Before she knew it, a car hit her and she lay there in a pool of blood.
'Call for ambulance!' she heard someone saying before she went into darkness.
When she awoke, she was in an ambulance. 'Bring me to Evnagelion Hospital! i wish to go there.' She kept screaming and screaming and the peramadics were unable to do anything. She was wheeled in to the hospital and undergo operation.
Lying in another operation room, doctors were trying hard to save Kelvin. His heart was pumping slower and getting weaker.
Over at Lorraine's side, things were getting worse, she was losing a lot of blood. 'i dun think we can save her, get in touch with her parents.'
'Where am i?' Lorraine asked weakly.
'You are in Evangelion Hospital, i'm sorry, you lost too much blood and ur lower ribs are broken.'
'I won't be able to live right? please give my heart to Kelvin Tan, he's in this hospital...please...' with these last words, Lorraine fell into a deep sleep.
Puzzled by her words and ability to talk so much as no patients he had seen could survive to talk. He checked the records and to his surprise, found a 'Kelvin Tan' just admitted and undergoing operation. He did tests and found out that Lorraine was a suitable donor.
Days later, Kelvin awoke to find his parents beside him. They were relieved he finally woke up.
'Are you alright son?' asked his mum.
'Yes...where's Lorraine?? Where's she?'
'Kelvin, Lorraine's dead..she met with an accident on the way to hospital to find you. She lost too much blood and... and...'
'No..i don't believe you, it can't be true..why am i not the one dead? why must she be the one? I don't wish to live anymore. She's no longer around, why should i live? it's all my fault.'
'Kelvin, you can't die, Lorraine donated her heart to you, you have a perfect heart now and doctors said that your body did not reject the heart, it fits perfectly..do you hear me??'
Kelvin was discharged from hospital after a week. He became a changed person. He moved back to the house he and Lorraine stayed. He stopped going to school and rejected visitors. It was weeks later that his father could no longer take it. He hired someone and forced open the door.
Kelvin was inside, wearing Lorraine's clothes, her mum almost fainted seeing this.
'Why are you in these??' roared his father, he was very angry to see his son wearing womans clothing.
'Uncle, Auntie you are here..i'll go get Kelvin' Replied Kelvin.
He went into his room and came out minutes later wearing his normal clothes. He looked fresh, no overgrown beard or untidy hair.
'Hi Mum and Dad, glad to see you here.'
'Why were you in Lorraine's clothes? why were you wearing woman's clothings? you shamed me throughly...'
'No dad..that wasn't me..that was Lorraine, don't you see? Lorraine is here with me..she isn't dead...she's in me.. i have her heart...We will be together forever..nothing will seperate us...not even death....Till death do us part is wrong, we are still together even death....' -
sad story
i gotta knew B last yr through match.com and initially he dun like him at all. That time he was in reservist, and in quite a introvert kinda person.
Then when we first met, i just wanna get it done over with, so we met in the food court.. Then we met, we fall in love with each other.
we were always together, seen each other families & relatives. Knowing that he is quite lazy, so we seldom go out most of the time in the neighbourhood, for dinner mostly and once in a blue moon movies.
He love comics a lot and PC games, most of the time even when i am at his house, he playing PC games. Sometimes in between his games he would steal a look at me while i do the household chores or watch TV.
Things are sweet at that point. on the 5 months we would jokes abt marriage next yr, and he promise tat he will never hurt me. whenever he injure his leg or back as he is a part time trainer for the volleyball term and work night shift. thus i really really appreciate and treasure the time spent with together as a whole.
then.......
i was so happy to celebrate V day with him but he say he has to work, i spent it alone, then could not bear with it i went out with 3 gf who are much younger than me but still felt tat i am missing him.
On the next evening 15 feb, we met at the park near his house, i was so happy to be able to meet him as we have not met for a few weeks due to the competition. Then i saw him at the Park, he was not happy to see me at all.
I sat down next to him and he just announed that he wanna break off with me . I really wanna marry him since that day he ignored me, even when i cut my wrist. i cannot understand why we ended up this way.
He blamed me for the breakoff, claim tat by giving him gifts on birthday & V day i am putting pressure on him.