Kinda out of whack, ever felt that way?

• jOhO

  1 Aug 05, 02:40

  Originally posted by nOrmalbOi:

  after today... everyone believes that... the Bear possibly can eat it..
  
  

  eat eat EAT!
• nOrmalbOi

  1 Aug 05, 02:40

  Originally posted by jOhO:

  i need to make some serious decisions.. which i can't.
  
  i dunno if it's a lack of strength, courage or perhaps status quo is still best.
  
  as i said, life's pandora's box. and it's not JUST about love.
  
  honestly, in most cases, love in my life brings me joy. maybe it's the lack of that that's the problem.
  
  i dunno how this sounds, but when living life for urself only, it SOMETIMES seems pointless...
  
  feel free to whack me out of my warped world.

  pardon me but erm...
  
  no more sunny days eh...
  
  =X
• jOhO

  1 Aug 05, 02:40

  Originally posted by nOrmalbOi:

  pardon me but erm...
  
  no more sunny days eh...
  
  =X

  eheh.. nope
• nOrmalbOi

  1 Aug 05, 02:43

  Originally posted by jOhO:

  eheh.. nope

  take some time off and think about it i guess...
  
  ultimately it is ur life.. so if ur not gonna make decisions about it.. no one will..
  
  and erm...
  
  weather always... ALWAYS go back to nice bright days after dark rainy days... chin up yo!
• jOhO

  1 Aug 05, 02:46

  Originally posted by nOrmalbOi:

  take some time off and think about it i guess...
  
  ultimately it is ur life.. so if ur not gonna make decisions about it.. no one will..
  
  and erm...
  
  weather always... ALWAYS go back to nice bright days after dark rainy days... chin up yo!

  oh.. have had some time already.
  
  anyway there's more that's bugging me than the failed reln. that one kinda buried liow.
  
  PANDORA is my best fren.
• the Bear

  1 Aug 05, 02:47

  the soapy one is raring to go for a day out shooting stuff with his own Long and Thick
  
  maybe a day out would do you good?
  
  uhh... the stuff.. amitriptyline?
• nOrmalbOi

  1 Aug 05, 02:49

  Originally posted by jOhO:

  oh.. have had some time already.
  
  anyway there's more that's bugging me than the failed reln. that one kinda buried liow.
  
  PANDORA is my best fren.

  was actually addressing the whole situ rather than the r/s only..
  
  to me.. if u cant figure it out... u haven't had enuff time to think..
• jOhO

  1 Aug 05, 02:49

  Originally posted by the Bear:

  the soapy one is raring to go for a day out shooting stuff with his own Long and Thick
  
  maybe a day out would do you good?
  
  uhh... the stuff.. amitriptyline?

  ahha his long and thick is fake one.. not big enuff the hole..
  
  wait i go check the label... brb
• jOhO

  1 Aug 05, 02:52

  Originally posted by the Bear:

  the soapy one is raring to go for a day out shooting stuff with his own Long and Thick
  
  maybe a day out would do you good?
  
  uhh... the stuff.. amitriptyline?

  well it says LOREMET... *shrug*
  
  about the shoot.. well.. my boss knows i'm pretty screwed recently and has given me the go ahead should i need to take a holiday to au.
  
  already checked prices.. qantas having promo till 8 aug, fly by november, $520 ex tax.
  
  that's bloody cheap.
  
  so i was like excited.
  
  until i remembered, i dun have anyone i want to go with.
  
  and even if i were to go there just to photograph, it doesn't thrill me.
  
  so.. yeah..
• jOhO

  1 Aug 05, 02:54

  Originally posted by nOrmalbOi:

  was actually addressing the whole situ rather than the r/s only..
  
  to me.. if u cant figure it out... u haven't had enuff time to think..

  hmm..
  
  i think i'm unable to action anything. like i said, fear, or lack of courage etc.
  
  i used to be more gung ho when younger. not happy, ok change. change job, change COUNTRY even...
  
  now? wah lau.. dun do anything rash, u dun have time to recover if u cock up.
  
• nOrmalbOi

  1 Aug 05, 02:56

  Originally posted by jOhO:

  hmm..
  
  i think i'm unable to action anything. like i said, fear, or lack of courage etc.
  
  i used to be more gung ho when younger. not happy, ok change. change job, change COUNTRY even...
  
  now? wah lau.. dun do anything rash, u dun have time to recover if u cock up.
  

  pfft... come on! ur not THAT Old yet!!
• the Bear

  1 Aug 05, 02:58

  hey... i hope you find your way soon man... i really do...
• jOhO

  1 Aug 05, 02:58

  Originally posted by nOrmalbOi:

  pfft... come on! ur not THAT Old yet!!

  yes i know.. but there are some things that u cannot just anyhow do anymore.
  
  for example, alot of pple has been "advising" me to go back to au.
  
  that's a decision that was easier made when i was a fresh grad (with a SHATTERED heart), but not now.
• jOhO

  1 Aug 05, 03:00

  Originally posted by the Bear:

  hey... i hope you find your way soon man... i really do...

  u too man.. damn, anti depressants... sounds depressing
  
  reminds me of something.
  
  just now my customer, i guess now become frens, and i met becos i had to pass him a CD. he knows a little of my story, so anyway when i got to his place to drop off the CD he say let's go for kopi. i say no lar, i got to meet my fren, she's depressed.
  
  then he said,... u also depressed, she depress, BOTH PRESS TOGETHER LAR??!
  
  i cracked up man.. but no, no pressing allowed in my reln with that fren.
• nOrmalbOi

  1 Aug 05, 03:04

  Originally posted by jOhO:

  yes i know.. but there are some things that u cannot just anyhow do anymore.
  
  for example, alot of pple has been "advising" me to go back to au.
  
  that's a decision that was easier made when i was a fresh grad (with a SHATTERED heart), but not now.

  i dunno the exact details but erm.. maybe.. running ain't gonna solve anything?
  
  anything u gonna end up doing is gonna have its pros and cons anyway.. so its like.. decide on a course of action which u most have faith in/comfortable with/u think is the best for u and go for it.. and then face the RnB/Hip hop/pop/rock/country music that comes later?
  
  the other option is to maintain status quo... along with its inherent nature of giving history lessons..
• the Bear

  1 Aug 05, 03:05

  nah.. i'm not depressed.. the side effect of that anti-depressant is that it kinda quietens the nerves... the physical nerves.. so that the pinched nerve i suffered does not hurt that much...
  
  give it time, and heck... we all get a little lost sometimes...
  
  

  Originally posted by jOhO:

  u too man.. damn, anti depressants... sounds depressing
  
  reminds me of something.
  
  just now my customer, i guess now become frens, and i met becos i had to pass him a CD. he knows a little of my story, so anyway when i got to his place to drop off the CD he say let's go for kopi. i say no lar, i got to meet my fren, she's depressed.
  
  then he said,... u also depressed, she depress, BOTH PRESS TOGETHER LAR??!
  
  i cracked up man.. but no, no pressing allowed in my reln with that fren.

• X-men

  1 Aug 05, 08:07

  Originally posted by skeujin:

  psst... actually i saw a raelly nice shirt at zara.. if u cld like throw it into yr lisy of items.......

  Oh!! S H I T!
  
  I remember I wanted a tee shirt from zara with the hulk printed on the front and the word "Don't make me angry"
  
  I wonder if its still available. I will go get it
• M©+square

  1 Aug 05, 08:16

  Originally posted by X-men:

  Oh!! S H I T!
  
  I remember I wanted a tee shirt from zara with the hulk printed on the front and the word "Don't make me angry"
  
  I wonder if its still available. I will go get it

  Paint it!
• laurence82

  1 Aug 05, 11:03

  ooops, am i absolved from the blame?
  
  but cammy walk so fast, one moment she is gone, and we three still blur blur down there thinking where bear park his car...
  
  got an earful from ms chung last nite.......
  
  
• choco B

  1 Aug 05, 17:06

  Uh have you been abstaining from caffeine during your leave? LOL Maybe it IS withdrawal symptoms then hahaah
  
  Hey... you forgot once but remembered the next time, which is still a very good effort I think, and much appreciated I can walk many trips up and down and still forget stuff. >_<
  
  So don't be too hard on yourself. Give the slump some time to run itself out. Maybe... just to be on the safe side, make sure you have company when you go out?
  
  The suggestion of low-carb diets makes sense actually heheh but not ZERO carb of course
  
  Also... not sure if you're into such stuff, but how about trying chinese herbs? Some can improve concentration and alertness. Though not miracle-workers, they can give you a little boost.
  
  

  Originally posted by the Bear:

  well, yesterday, was saying i needed to get a DVD for choco, reminded myself the whole day.. and guess what? i just walked out of the house without it!
  
  maybe it's the mental fatigue coupled with a lack of caffeine?

• the Bear

  1 Aug 05, 17:09

  wednesday, it'll be back to the grind.. with too much caffeine in my blood again
  
  thanks for the heads-up but i think i'm getting out of it.. although the sleep disorder bit is still around.. i think it'll be around until i get some normality in my working hours
  
  as always, i'll be fine
  
  

  Originally posted by choco B:

  Uh have you been abstaining from caffeine during your leave? LOL Maybe it IS withdrawal symptoms then hahaah
  
  Hey... you forgot once but remembered the next time, which is still a very good effort I think, and much appreciated I can walk many trips up and down and still forget stuff. >_<
  
  So don't be too hard on yourself. Give the slump some time to run itself out. Maybe... just to be on the safe side, make sure you have company when you go out?
  
  The suggestion of low-carb diets makes sense actually heheh but not ZERO carb of course
  
  Also... not sure if you're into such stuff, but how about trying chinese herbs? Some can improve concentration and alertness. Though not miracle-workers, they can give you a little boost.
  
  

• kops21

  1 Aug 05, 21:57

  Originally posted by laurence82:

  which is what he did to cause him like that
  
  Thats why i say
  
  KEEP OFF THE EVIL CARBO!
  
  

  yeah rite, pass the booze to you hor....
• the Bear

  1 Aug 05, 22:51

  give him a banana milkshake.. coz he's EVIL
  
  

  Originally posted by kops21:

  yeah rite, pass the booze to you hor....

• alexkusu

  1 Aug 05, 22:55

  Mid life crisis! Man-on-pause?
• the Bear

  1 Aug 05, 22:57

  nah... i get these phases once in a while..
  
  i think the human body is not meant to work shift hours
  
  

  Originally posted by alexkusu:

  Mid life crisis! Man-on-pause?