hmmm i've been feeling like this since yesterday... while i was feeling this way i ruined a good chance to have a nice chat with postergirl.Originally posted by littlestream:Oh, don't worry about it. I guess it's one of those "off" days. I think it's common.
Once in a while, we get burnt out and then fall into a brief depression. Just remember to snap out of it. Anyways, it doesn't last more than a day. You will be fine tomorrow! And what do you know? It's a brand new day!
So, how was your trip? I think if you have too many trips, it takes out the excitement already yah?
you have your answer in your cameras, kopi ..... I tell you ... running off to another country is not the answer ... (well, not exactly ... it may be good for your photographic career) ... what you need .... is a change of vocation .... doing something you're happy to do eh .....Originally posted by kopiosatu:yeah, life would be more interesting if something happened.
somethine... i dunno what, but just something!
well so far i've been accepting jobs and i get to take time out of work to do it more.Originally posted by Fatum:you have your answer in your cameras, kopi ..... I tell you ... running off to another country is not the answer ... (well, not exactly ... it may be good for your photographic career) ... what you need .... is a change of vocation .... doing something you're happy to do eh .....
heck, yes, I think you can turn pro liao ....
have you worked out your sums ? ... buy off the last couple of years of your bond and start out eh ....
No kidding!!!!Originally posted by kopiosatu:hmmm i've been feeling like this since yesterday... while i was feeling this way i ruined a good chance to have a nice chat with postergirl.
my trip was fun... got food poisoning. i don't have trips often, it was exactly one year ago that i had my holiday at melbourne.
so ....... that's the actual cause of the restlessness eh ...Originally posted by kopiosatu:well so far i've been accepting jobs and i get to take time out of work to do it more.
i think i need a chiang mai wife
sad eh... she tried to talk, i brushed her off. gave her the gift, said 'k, gotta go. got work tomorrow. cya'Originally posted by littlestream:No kidding!!!!
Even postergirl didn't/couldn't uplift your moods? Hmmm...........but still, I think it's just one of those days thingy. Unless, like what Fatum thought, you feeling empty?
i think so, feels empty to be away from thailand.Originally posted by Fatum:so ....... that's the actual cause of the restlessness eh ...
Alamak............you ah...................Originally posted by kopiosatu:well so far i've been accepting jobs and i get to take time out of work to do it more.
i think i need a chiang mai wife
on a serious note, did anyone feed you something "funny" or something ? ....Originally posted by kopiosatu:i think so, feels empty to be away from thailand.
hmmmm emotional vacuum, yeah i think thats it...Originally posted by littlestream:Alamak............you ah...................
So, it's that emotional vacuum izzit?
Hey, what about that 4-figure job? Done already? Can blanjah makan or not?
Too bad I couldn't join that Newton makan outing!!!! And then this Bear so cruel one. Post the pictures that made me drown in drool.
Hello bro...........long time. Ho seh boh? Still in office ah?Originally posted by skeujin:crap! i din realise it was almst 10 liao
hmmmm no leh, so far i didn't have any 'contact' with any ladies there. except the thai massage girls, but i was just watching tv while i got the massage.Originally posted by littlestream:So, meaning what? You got infatuated with a Chiang Mai lady? So much so, even postergirl has to take a backseat?
Got kena black magic or not?
/runs off to hide
yeahOriginally posted by Fatum:on a serious note, did anyone feed you something "funny" or something ? ....
you know what I mean ? ... i've seen cases of SAF troops pining and wasting away for thailand after they come back from crescendo .... they get literally frantic if they can't get back to thailand asap .... such "things" have to be seen to be believed ....
well ... I had to deal with people who "kenna" something like that in the army .... some of those "X-files" stuff will make your hair stand ... and all the lao-cheks will tell you fantastic stories if you buy them a beer also ......Originally posted by littlestream:/crawls out from hiding
Wah, Fatum.............we both "wise men think alike" ley!
/returns to hiding
share some stories here leh~Originally posted by Fatum:well ... I had to deal with people who "kenna" something like that in the army .... some of those "X-files" stuff will make your hair stand ... and all the lao-cheks will tell you fantastic stories if you buy them a beer also ......
Orh, like that ah. No lah, that black magic thingy, I joke only lah.Originally posted by kopiosatu:hmmmm no leh, so far i didn't have any 'contact' with any ladies there. except the thai massage girls, but i was just watching tv while i got the massage.
i guess postergirl took a backseat because inside i felt that if she doesn't bother about anything, why should i?
black magic... ehhhh dun think so
Tell me more, tell me more...........Originally posted by Fatum:well ... I had to deal with people who "kenna" something like that in the army .... some of those "X-files" stuff will make your hair stand ... and all the lao-cheks will tell you fantastic stories if you buy them a beer also ......
Wah piang eh..........how did I missed this?Originally posted by kopiosatu:hmmmm emotional vacuum, yeah i think thats it...
oh the shoot is next friday. then i've got more shoots for june.
belanjah? can...
outings... i dunno, i don't even go out to meet some friends more often too...
that's why i've been thinking. can't things be simple?... i guess it can, and it all depends on the people. i look at the way life goes in thailand. its so simple... here its just work to earn too much money.Originally posted by littlestream:Orh, like that ah. No lah, that black magic thingy, I joke only lah.
Hmm.........but you know, kopio........relationship, sometimes can be a pain in the arse. Can be beautiful and can be cruel. Sometimes, A loves B, but B loves C. So, actually, if both parties found love in each other, it is really a yuen fen. Must cherish.
Of course, there are many other contributing factors to make a relationship last.
And then, some say "don't look and love will finds its way". And then, there are those who are married but can be lonely also.
At the end of the day, it still boils down to oneself. How we shape our mental being. We are in control. Happiness is not a given (hmm hai pik yin - in Cantonese). We either allow ourselves to be happy or unhappy.
And then, someone also said "we remember or feel happiness very briefly but we remember and feel sadness for a long time".