title says it all. i'm just really afraid to new environments ... :(
you'll get used to it in time to come..
I'm pretty sure almost all of us will have some kinda of "phobia" to a new environment..
My first day of poly ar... (note: I didn't go for the orientation). Different poly, different experience.
My first day of school was known as the "trial day" where by we get to learn about the routine stuff we do everyday for the next 3 years. It was kinda easy because everybody was in the right mood (excited about first day). My school placed a lot of emphasize on team work, so first day is just introducing yourself to others and work as a team to solve a given problem.
Maybe I tell you how I feel okay? First day of school, I feel very nervous because it's a new environment for me. The first few weeks is about adaption to the new timetable, environment changes, getting to know your new classmates, learning things in class, and figure out the way to the best canteen in campus. It's pretty tiring because when I got home, I was drained totally after a day of school.
From week 3 onwards, "sian~ dun feel like studying anymore." classmates start to show their inner demon and is not so enthusiatic about learning. From week 3 onwards, you will start to cajole yourself into thinking "we work with different people to stimulate real life working environment" and RP make you drive home this very idea.